From time to time, to completely disconnect from everything and everyone, I turn back into a kid and immerse myself in video games. I'm slow, I admit it: a game that would normally take 4-5 hours, I finish in at least quadruple the time. But every now and then, among the depths of Steam, I encounter genuine gems. And last night I finally completed Planet of Lana, a 2023 indie game that had been sitting in my library for months.
The plot is straightforward but effective: Lana and Elo, presumably brother and sister, live in a peaceful fishing village built on stilts, where life flows serenely in harmony with nature. But this peace is shattered when a group of robots assault the village, kidnapping some inhabitants including Elo himself. From here begins Lana's odyssey: a journey to the edges of the known world to find and save her brother.
When the world woke up astonished in November 2022 to this “magical” chatbot, few realized that this magic was the result of decades of research. The history of artificial intelligence begins in 1943, when Warren McCulloch and Walter Pitts proposed the first mathematical model of an artificial neuron. In 1956, at the Dartmouth Conference, John McCarthy coined the term “Artificial Intelligence” and the discipline was officially born.
The '60s and '70s were characterized by excessive optimism: people thought strong AI was just around the corner. Two “AI winters” followed – periods when funding disappeared and research slowed – because promises weren't materializing. But some continued working in the shadows. Geoffrey Hinton, Yann LeCun, Yoshua Bengio – those we now call the “godfathers of deep learning” – continued their studies on neural networks when no one believed in them anymore. The real breakthrough came with three converging factors: computational power (GPUs), enormous amounts of data, and better algorithms. In 2012, AlexNet won the ImageNet Challenge by an overwhelming margin, demonstrating that deep learning really worked. From there, an unstoppable acceleration.
It's been a long time now, and finally I can admit it to myself: I've isolated myself from the world. I don't know exactly how it all began. Or perhaps I do. It started suddenly during the pandemic period and then, slowly, everything increased. The fear of confrontation, of rejection, of interfacing with others took over.
I've retreated into my world, my work, my servers, my readings, my music. I can't say I'm not busy: I am. To compensate for the lack of movement, I also bought a treadmill and religiously, every day, I spend 40-45 minutes running. In the last four months, I wrote a book, and in my garden, I decided to do some gardening by planting tomatoes, herbs, and a nice basil plant.
What could go wrong? My relationship with the outside world. I'm fortunate to have removed social media (not the fediverse) from my life due to my paranoia about privacy, but this, instead of bringing me closer to real life, isolates me even more. Not having a social network, having disconnected from almost all of the few people I trusted, makes this apparent serenity of mine very unstable.
I don't know if this situation is a product of the strange times we live in, a product of my fear of not being accepted, or something else. I discovered less than a year ago that my depression and my irregular and sometimes irrational behaviors had a well-defined meaning. It's called AuDHD. A sort of combination between ADHD and autism. I didn't even know it existed before. Someone told me that once you know the enemy, you can finally fight it.
In the silence of dozens of sleepless nights, in the solitude of my keyboard and laptop, I have imagined worlds. Fantastic scenarios inspired by hundreds of books, perhaps read too hastily, that have embedded themselves in my mind like small precious memories. The blue glow of my screen became a portal to these universes as my fingers translated thoughts into digital existence, each keystroke bringing new realities to life.
As a longtime passionate reader of Cyberpunk, and only recently of Solarpunk, I have patiently imagined a story. Cyberpunk's dystopias in a Post-Apocalyptic world and Solarpunk's hopeful ecological futures have merged in my creative space, forming a unique vision that explores both technological power and environmental harmony. I build it unhurriedly, without a deadline, shaping the characters one at a time. I grow attached to them, explore them, abandon them, return to them, weep, and begin again. Each character carries fragments of real lives, observed emotions, and contemplated philosophies – becoming more real to me with every written line.
If you want to immerse yourself in the story and follow the writing process – which is now well underway – this is the link. It's a journey: you're welcome.
For English readers: equip yourselves with a translator, you will need it.
Imagine a sleepless night, much like mine, where a single term – perceptron – catches your eye. It’s a word that seems both familiar and foreign, yet it opens a door to a world of ideas that have shaped our understanding of artificial intelligence. This is the story of the perceptron – a concept that began with promise, faced a significant setback, and then paved the way for the AI revolution we experience today.
The idea of thinking machines isn’t new. Ancient myths and philosophical debates have pondered the possibility of machines mimicking human thought. Yet, it wasn’t until the 20th century that these ideas took concrete form. Alan Turing, in his 1950 paper Computing Machinery and Intelligence, sparked a revolution by suggesting that machines could simulate human thought. He even proposed the Turing Test—a way to measure machine intelligence by their ability to converse like humans. This was a bold vision, and it set the stage for the birth of artificial intelligence as a field of study.
I am a regular user of AbeBooks. Often, when I’m searching for books, I turn to the second-hand market, and AbeBooks, acting as an aggregator, is just perfect for my needs. Recently, among the recommended books, I came across a work by Richard Dawkins that I hadn’t read yet: The Magic of Reality. It’s a very accessible book that explains how to apply the scientific method to analyze the world around us. Interestingly, in my humble opinion, it pairs well with The Demon-Haunted World by Carl Sagan, a work that significantly propelled the modern skepticism movement.
In one of the final chapters, Dawkins focuses on the concept of evil and how the human mind struggles to understand that there is no “blame” or “natural justice” behind negative events. Rather, everything results from a series of coincidences, only partially controllable by humans. How often do we ask ourselves: “Why did this happen to me? It’s so unfair!”
In recent months, I’ve been making a concerted effort to reconnect with the world of video games—a phrase that might make some smile, but let me explain. Back in 1999, when I made the definitive switch from Windows to Linux, I also bid farewell to gaming. As a devoted Dungeons & Dragons enthusiast, I had fallen in love with Diablo and, later, its much-criticized expansion Hellfire, where I played as the Monk. A few years later, my aunt gifted me a PlayStation 2, and I dabbled in Kingdom Hearts. However, I quickly lost interest. That was a difficult period in my life, marked by my first major bout of depression, and I couldn’t even find solace in gaming. As the saying goes, the first time is never forgotten.
Recently, I rediscovered the joy of gaming, thanks to an Italian creator, Phenrir, whose work I discovered through her review of the TV series The Man in the High Castle. I started with a few indie games—To the Moon, Machinarium, Nocturnal, The Bridge, Swapper, and Sheepy. Then, through recommendations and the ever-reliable Steam (bless it!), I stumbled upon a game that left me utterly breathless: Inside. Released in 2016 and developed by Playdead, this game features a minimalist yet profoundly impactful narrative.
In recent years, my life—particularly when it comes to social media—has become much more restricted. By deleting my accounts from all the so-called “popular” platforms, I found a new “home” in the fediverse: Mastodon, Pixelfed, Pleroma, Lemmy, and Peertube. However, I eventually realized that my overall desire to be social and my willingness to share ideas and thoughts had gradually faded. While my posts on Mastodon were never completely absent—far from it—they became increasingly rare and irregular.
With more free time on my hands, I immersed myself in the world of self-hosting. Equipped with a small Proxmox server, a WireGuard VPN, and a Nginx Proxy Manager, I was ready to dive in. I returned to being a quiet observer, curating a long list of creators to follow, using a robust RSS feed reader (FreshRSS), setting up a YouTube interface (Invidious), and maintaining a collection of podcasts to enjoy at any time of the day (Podgrab). I deployed around thirty LXC and Docker containers as if there were no tomorrow.
New year, new resolutions, and… the return of an old blog. This blog was ready to launch when I decided to pull the plug. But here I am, at 46 years of age, finally admitting that I can’t stay away from writing and sharing my thoughts. After years of journalism and science communication, the itch to express myself is simply too strong to ignore.
I like to believe—perhaps naively—that what I have to share might resonate with others or even prove useful in some small way. So, here I am, back on your screens, or rather, this platform.
What can you expect? A friendly, down-to-earth voice discussing the topics that matter most to me: science, technology, politics, and life itself.
I hope you’ll join me on this journey, and maybe even enjoy the ride.